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i smile..but i didn't same as before..

i smile but i taste it bitter,

i put some sugar on it (even i know i didn't like it) but it taste bland.

i juz let it be like that, and hoping someone will put a secret ingredients on it to be taste as before..

i open my eyes..i didn't seen what i'm hoping for

i open my eyes but it kill my heart

i take a some medicine but it still dying 

i juz let it be and hoping..hoping..and hoping...

i'm waiting..waiting...and waiting and still waiting...

the truth i miss and need u...