I'm Fine

Today its not like i expect. I tot when yesterday were past, it will be going fine to the  next day, but i was wrong. Its getting more worst, i already trying my best to satisfied them, but its useless. Its still not perfect, i also don’t get it what else i must do. People always says, nobody is perfect but that phrase make me dont believe it. If nobody perfect, why they cant accept the fact that i’m not perfect. People always make a mistake, and I also can make a mistake. Sometimes i thinks that i’m not lucky enough compare to the other, but i can just ignore it and be grateful for what i have now. the pain..the pain that i feel tonight it seem vanish, coz my friend always there for me. On this time, when i really need someone to speak with, i just think about him. But i know he need a time with his friends too, i dont want to ruin his time with his friend with my problem that i create . but, i still has my friends that always care about me. He is just not my friend, he is my listener,  he is my advicer and he is my best friend. He such a great friend. He listening everything that came out from me. Can speak with him tonight make me more relief. Now i can smile again.  It’s too bad coz i can’t meet him while i’m here. I always try to find a suitable time to meet him, to talk with him, to share everything that ever happen to me. But, i don’t have that chance. Maybe someday..